friends are friends, not food.

was reading some blogs, some really interesting, some bored the guts outa me. (dateline??...screw it, la) how i wish i'm good at writing.....like all 'em flowery words that put tears in ppl's eyes?.....oh well... i have a lot of stuff in my head, but dun really know how to extract it out n turn them into words. but no, i dont wish ppl (KR5 being exceptional) can see thru me like a glass or somthin' cuz i believe all of us have secrets or something we want only for ourselves. no matter how 'open book' a person can be, we still need to have our own space.

anyways, this entry is to acknowledge an awesome friend, Ad (the bad). wasnt sleeping well for the past 2 nights or so, went over to her place, complained about my screwed up sleeping hours. she's forced to listen. and then...she gave me a massage...a really REALLY good thorough message. and i slept like a baby.(for the first time in weeks) thanks. besides that, she's always there to haul me up from deep shit. (although she uses the phrase 'dirty girl' a lot) always have soups or shepherd's pies to 'yik' me. sorry for the times i wasnt there. hope to make it up somehow.

and also for daphne...sorry i wasnt there for u yesterday...i felt soo bad. pls forgive me?? she's also a special friend who's really generous, in everything - from giving support to praises, material stuff to everything la... a lot of people wouldnt be able to do that. i'm learning from u, my friend. giving is something i have to learn, although sometimes it's from the hard way. (i thank god for allowing hardships in my life so that i can learn from it and become someone better....."suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character and character, hope"...Romans 5:3-2)

yar, i really thank god for putting friends along my path. and without them, i wouldnt survive. friends like the above mentioned; plus the KR5 (let's grow old together...hehe), my very own babi, Ann, who's been with me since i went KL, and she's the most straightforward friend i have, keeping me from straying away (from the path of righteousness...*wink*), and those kind of friends are true friends, i wouldnt trade them for anything.

thanks.

k....back to work....one more week, just one more week....